and the rest of our lives would've fared well

they are getting more and more rare these days but content moments still exist. friends are still there.



i think when i get so wrapped up in myself and my feelings and my problems i forget that there are people that actually do care. it's so easy to get into a i hate everyone and everyone hates me kind of thinking. satan's tools i guess? seriously though. i always have a hard time talking religion, but it is the only thing that gets me back on track. i gave a talk in church on sunday and i had to study for it. it was the first studying of church topics i have done in a few months. it made me want to be so much better, i have missed that feeling. the spirit.



anyway. church is true. glad it's there.

also glad for my family

and mah friends.



and new slang playing with the windows down. i could probably pull a million posts that i have done like this but the comfortable things never stop being comfortably content.



i guess things just take time to figure out. for example, learning to write again. i'm hoping this blog will sort of help that along.
i'm sleepy
goodnight.